The Essential Problem

i am told, and we have all been told, by the various mystics and sons of mystics that at the very root of reality there is no seperation between any one thing and any other thing. In other words, the universe is non-dual and made of one continuous fabric like that one scene from the fucking huckabees movie.

now that means that there is, at the moment, no seperation between me and the music I'm supposed to have completed for Sarah Rosner's dance piece.

but I still have to write the damn thing, othewise it WON'T BE THERE.

that is the essential problem of art.